Im Slipping Away Poem by Crazy Vampire

After so long how can i still feel small
around you, i always fall
you make me remember the feelings i had
through the good and bad
i dont know why i care still
i always feel empty, nothing will ever fill
the gap in my heart
i am slowly gonna fall apart
if i allow myself to care completely of you
my heart wont listen to my mind even though i have thought this through
but i cant find the strength to walk away
i always want to stay