I'm So Sick Of It Poem by Anna Montgomery

It's a war I fight
Maybe all alone
Maybe nobody knows
how I feel
The storm
The battle
The emotions
all mashed up together
Fucking up my head
Making me sad
Oh it infuriating
This roller coaster
Up and down
I'm so sick of it
I truly am
Its a battle
That never ends
All that bleeding
All that crying
All that death sentencing
I'm so sick of it
I'm done
But it controls me
I can't escape
No matter the yelling
It won't work anyways
I keep thinking
Maybe death is the answer
Or maybe that's just the
The sickness inside of me
I'm so sick of this
Cause I just wanna be me.