I'm So Tired Poem by Randy McClave

Life is to short for chasing
And also to short for worrying and pacing,
I'm tired of all that trying
And I'm tired of the false promises and sighing.
I am tired of trying to make her happy
Because, of that I am now unhappy,
For her I always did and tried my very best
I truly now need some rest.
I am tired of wanting her to be mine
I'm tired that not always am I able to shine,
My thoughts were always of her and me
But, my thoughts she didn't want to hear or see.
I am tired of being strung along
Then constantly shown how I done wrong,
I am so tired of chasing her down the street
I now just want to rest my soul, and also my feet.
I'm so tired of constantly saying that I am sorry
I'm tired of going on an emotional safari,
I am so tired of all this running
While she is always using and then shunning.
I'm so tired of needing of wanting her
I'm so tired of all of the demur,
I ran out of tears to weep
Now, I just want to lay down and sleep.

Randy L. McClave