Imagine Poem by Anita Khelawan

Imagine...
Imagine staying in the bathroom for 5mins longer hiding your tears
Or crying as the water from the shower trickles down my face
But the tears never blend in
Imagine my nose is clogged up but I can only smell your scent where you once laid
My eyes are red and swollen as I'm strucken by pain
Last night and all day that day you were good to me, I had no complain
Now you say you're tired of my deceptive ways
A feature of me that I never not once embrace
I'm sorry that I made you think that I didn't love you even worst that I didn't have time for you
My only regret was not falling through with the things I wanted us to do
Maybe then you'd see how much I 'loved' you

Since then you are all I think of
So busy working on my labor of love I forgot that 'us'
Yup… that was my main cause
When you laid with me whispering sweet nothings in my ear
I finally got it...
I had no need to be enraged with jealousy because you was right here
Right here with me...yesss that's how I imagined it would be

Imagine you are all I think about
Doing what I need to be doing with hope of you coming around
And at that moment when you were here with me my tears didn't allow it
Even though I felt it

You were good to me whispering sweet nothings in my ear
And my 'inner goddess' were doing the I love you cheer
Out of nowhere you said that you're just making it hard for me to leave
And so you have, too bad I can't say good riddance when I'm filled with so much grieve
I'm hoping minutes don't turn to hours then days as I sit waiting for you to talk/ reply to me
I'm still waiting only an hour has gone but it felt like three

Imagine I waited my whole life for you... spent three years with you
Only to end it because simple ish made us incompatible
Imagine a life without you… it is simple to do
Providing that person hasn't met you
Imagine just like that; not just like that but it's over
Know this, if ever you need someone to talk to don' hesitate to call
I'll always answers
Like I said before I'm ForeverYours... yours forever.