In the creaking of the farmhouse,
footsteps drawn near,
my heart pounded louder
with every echo of fear.
The door creaked open,
beady eyes peered inside,
hollow whispers lingered,
and, I held my breath to hide.
A cross above my bed,
offered little hope,
Gods silence was deafening,
I was left alone to cope.
Fingers felt like gritty oil,
breath heavy with decay,
The night was like a coffin,
I prayed would take me away.
Nights blurred through the day,
their touch consumed my mind,
I counting every second,
praying to God to let me die.
Running off to church they'd go,
Asking God to forgive.
God gave them absolution,
And my body marked their sins.
This heart-wrenching poem should be read by all abusers and survivors. Annalee, you've done an amazing job in expressing the fear and anger and the other emotions experienced by a survivor.
This poem has not been translated into any other language yet.
I would like to translate this poem
Abusing action in the name of God is most heinous crime.As you said ,it breaks the very foundation of faith.It goes far beyond childhood memories and leaves the life scarred till the end.