In My Life Poem by Laura arwen

I'm irritated to
live with people
I'm totally alone
in this ordeal
of life
I'm lost into
my obsessions
Nowadays I don't
take comfort in
nothing
I only demand
to live a
day without problems
and thoughts
I don't have
respect for money
I don't sympathize
with all people
In this moment
I don't have
any responsibility of
my actions
It's hard to
explain what pass
on my mind
For the moment
I don't regret
anything in my
life
Before my end
I want publish
a book of
poems
Sometimes I think
my life is
bad and wrong
It's sad to
not have constructive
dreams
I feel the
urgency to be
alone
I'm obsessed to
buy a lot
of food every
day
I'm not sure
what I want
My life is
so monotonous