Internal Bleeding... I May Be Dieing... Poem by I wish i was as invisable as he made me feel

isn't it strange how things can be?
i have this bleeding,
and it is...
inside of me? ?

doctors don't know,
if it is a bad thing or not...
or if it was caused,
by the beatings i got? ?

internal bleeding...
inside of me? ?
im slowly dieing? ?
how can this be?

they say they don't know how to fix it...
and they don't know how to try..
they say that it is too risky,
and i may even perhaps die? ?

a operation is way too risky...
and a cat scan is gay!
cos sadly at the end of it,
i may not be able to ever have kids one day....

so i sit here in pain...
bleeding internally...
and maybe one day when you log onto here...
there will be no more me.....