Internity Poem by Nunam Lawati

Where were you?
When i needed you the most
Had i not searched for you
Had i not bothered?
Lost in that crowd
I was abandoned with lies
Trying to reach out to you
With all might and cries..
And there you were at the end,
Gracefully with lit up face
As if nothing ever happened
Moving on with your own pace.
You could not see
I was struggling to grin,
Breaking apart
As i hopefully lift up my chin,
I could not worry less
I was blinded and unshaken,
All these unconcealed feels
Yet you were not awakened.