Loneliness, that want
that I had misunderstood:
it is not a feeling
but a tendency
that I may have
despite my good life
It is so elusive
how important I am
to the sweet people
who are important to me
but living their own lives
are absent to me
in the evening, the night and
when the day begins and
I am alone with my ideal
how it could be
with always the breath of
a loved one close to me
Maybe this ideal has
become my tendency
to wait and see
to acquiesce and yet
to keep longing -
invisibly lonely