i have never stopped
returning
what i say are words
well chosen
to conceal what i hate
and love
what i still cannot
understand the reason
for repetition this
shattering of beauty this
loss of calmness and
equanimity
whatever is the end of
this road i shall not
regret for i have chosen
what i have desired
though it may not be
redeeming but at least
it has given me a moment
to live, to cherish and survive.....
This poem has not been translated into any other language yet.
I would like to translate this poem