What can describe what I’m feeling right now?
Words that are used to describe feelings,
Cannot describe what I feel.
No one understands what I am going through.
I can’t talk to anyone, because they will try to fix it.
Fix what is happening to make me feel this way.
There is only one person that I can talk to,
But I don’t know how to ask.
All I need is someone to talk to about what is happening,
Just someone who will listen, not try to fix it.
That person is always around during the school term,
And I see her everyday.
I cannot describe how much I trust her,
And do not know how to tell her so.
It hurts me to see that she doesn’t know,
That I need her so.
And I’m sorry for what I have done in the past,
‘cause even I didn’t know what to do.
At that time,
I didn’t know,
That all I needed,
Was a friend,
Who actually cares about what I feel.
And I’m sorry that I can’t talk to that person because of what I have done before,
And I want to make it up to her,
To tell her that I’m sorry,
And to just see her smile at me,
To show that she cares,
I might not be able to talk to her,
To hear her voice,
Which comforts me so,
And to hear her say,
‘It will be ok.’
This poem has not been translated into any other language yet.