Its Hard To Say, Even Harder To Write Down Poem by James Bost

When times like this in the middle of class
I cant get her off my mind
Hard to pay attenteion and focus
But i give my attention and focus on her when she's not around
I hate that i do
I cant speak on it because I cant explain why I think the things I do
.....Damn, its even hard to write this
Living through senarios and altercations in my head
affect on my mood today
Hurt my head
Literally a Brainstorn
Wonder if she cares....My guess is she can care less
She like the nice things i say to her
Just probably wish it was said from someone else
Damn the thoughts in my head
And im just wasting my time
Wll we ever be together......No
See i ask questions that i already know the answer to
But i ask anyway
Blame that on me
Wish i could get her out my mind
But i cant give her the boot
Because its her that i cant get through
I wish my thoughts would come true
This poem is my word of thoughts that cant be seperated
She is the reason of being hated by my faults
Damn its hard to say.....
Maybe I aint right for her