I was so young; innocence.
Still it makes no sense.
Life is just, but what it appears.
Could you not smell my fear?
Crouching above me as I awoke.
I cried, wished I would croak.
You cannot consume my soul.
Pay to me the debt you owe.
Kill me, again and again.
Rip into my heart, dig in.
Not the only thing you broke in.
Who cares about my suffering? !
All my fault, my own scapegoat.
The memories in my skull they float.
'Don't cry, go dry your empty eyes.
Just hush, I'll scream your lullabies.'
Dirty, you poisened my purity.
Tainted, now I see what was to be.
I wish I would've had a knife,
So you couldn't have messed up my life.
Twist your fingers around in my heart.
Tried to impress you from the start.
Never should've trusted you, am I not smart?
I wish I could tear your world apart.
Cleaved the wings from my back.
Divided my halo in half.
You split me open, all my spirit you drank.
The vileness of your venom, in my skin it sank.
Don't care about anyone, only yourself.
You'll finally see when you rot in hell.
Satan will laugh and spit in your face.
I cannot wait to see your disgrace.
There's nothing left to give, what becomes of me?
You tormented my life you can say at least.
I forgive you, but now everyone will see
How filthy you were meant to be.
I am dead.
Stay away from my bed.
It's over now,
But I've already drown.
There's nothing left to give, what becomes of me?
You tormented my life you can say at least.
I forgive you, but now everyone will see
How filthy you were meant to be.
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(2-26-2009
Written in my desk at school)
''Life is just, but what it appears. Could you not smell my fear? '' nice sad rational poem.......touching..........
'Cleaved the wings from my back. Divided my halo in half.' I think this bit is brilliant. Overall a really good poem.10++++
POOR BABY! DAMN I'M ANGRY! AT THE DEMON THAT STOLE YOUR JOY. IT HAPPENED TO HIM TOO WHEN HE WAS A BOY. TASHA YOU MUST BREAK THE CYCLE. FORGIVE HIM WHOLE HEARTEDLY AND MOVE ON WITH YOUR LIFE AND..........YOU WILL HAVE PEACE AGAIN. =D
Never should've trusted you, aren't I smart? ......to me aren't I seems incorrect.... kinda sad and dark poem........full of feelings of revenge......nicely written though......
This poem has not been translated into any other language yet.
I would like to translate this poem
Brilliant write, keep it up!