Just Be Happy. Poem by Veronika Bitkina

Why is it so damn hard to let you go?
Why is it just so hard to be alone?
And what will change to realize
That our story simply gone? ..

And knowing
That you live your life
With other girl:
It crash my heart
Each time I think of you...
I wish I could just see
It all
From different point of view...
I wish I wouldn't care..
I wish I had a clue
How let it go..
How let YOU go...
How get it through...
I wish...
I wish I knew...

I'm angry at myself
Why is it you? ?
So many other people
Here and there
So many beautiful...
But they just aren't you...
I hate this
Truly
Dearly! ..
I wish I never met you!
I don't need you!
Sincerely...

What can I do?
How can erase you from my memory?
Which is now my worst enemy...
Like I never saw your face
So damn dear
Like you always've been my human..
And never heard your voice
So damn pretty and clear..
And never talked with you
Never fear...
To lose you...

What do I miss?
Why do I care?
Your memory? Your text?
I am
Pathetically funny.
It's all mirage and empty air.
You live your life.
You're happy there without me...
So who will judge
If I get guarded,
Cold and bitter.
Whatever.
No stupid heart allowed
Anymore.
Gone.
Emitted.
Burned to core.

But you would never know.
Not anymore.
Be happy
Fat and ugly Thor.