I wait, at the top of my bleachers,
Sitting alone, all alone with my thoughts.
And I just can't tell which is more painful,
The thoughts in my head or the living it now.
I can see my house from here.
It's not what I want but it's all that I've got.
The sun is above, but the breeze is so cold.
My knuckles are dry and my ears feel the chill.
I wish that the world was just given to me.
I wish that my skin was as tan as can be.
I wish that these thoughts would just leave me alone.
I wish that my house wasn't bought from a loan.
I wish that the sun would just burn off this breeze.
I wish that the world was just given to me.
Now I stand, on the roof of my building,
Tryin' to stay calm, at ease with myself.
But you just don't know what it does to my mind.
You just can't feel what I'm feeling inside.
So let me go, just let me go, oh let me go.
I wish I could just feel good about it.
homies wrote comments before i got to...i'm very grateful! ...if I were braver or stupider i might just be suicidal...but i ain't...just a sufferer, like the rest of us!
a mind boggling thoughts stressful to overcome..a deep concept..greatly written.. Ency Bearis
I am guessing that you are talking about life here. And well if life left you alone, you would probably not be, but yeah, the stress of it all can get overwhelming at times.
This poem has not been translated into any other language yet.
I would like to translate this poem
Well I will call you my brother But I Know you will not agree Sometimes I feel like taking my life away But..taking your life means you are a weak coward Face the world spit in it's face... Be a lion stop the complains!