Just Turn Away (Don'T Hear Me Cry) Poem by Vision Ghost

Seems all I ever did in reality is fight with myself
Forgetting about what I so loved; I put on a shelf
And that’s not right for any soul to ever now bear
Although I never realised as this much I swear

It screams from within me this passion I still feel
Even though I turned your heart to coldest steel
That cuts me every time I see, think and talk to you
My sky is always cloudy even though I feel blue

Such a classic retort but what else words are there
Even breathing has to go on and I keep loosing air
You’re never there to see these many tears falling
Wishing you back more than you hear me calling

As every night passes and everyday is so blurring
Into a maelstrom of unfixed emotions so burning
Inside this soul more than I can now so ever bear
Although now I finally realise as this much I swear

Seems every word I utter is wrong and damns me
Further into the negligent hell and never to be free
As all I’ll ever ask is your touch again somewhere
In another time and place far away from this care

The care I still feel in my heart that tears me open
And always reveals the emotions that are token
To everything I say is true when I say I still love you
Though these words fall on deafened ears that’s true

So much confusion as I know the direction I must go
Though I fear this road; it’s the hardest one to know
That I must do this without your tender hand in mine
And your kiss adorning my lips without any such sign

A desert now exists where your love would captivate
And here I dwell until I can find the map to elevate
My heart and soul to a better place and another time
Hopefully not too late as my hurting is my only crime