Just Words Poem by Tiffany Sunshine

I subjected you to a pain that undescrible
A heart ache that is undeniable
Many lies upon lies that could make a person commit sucide
I have confessed my sorry sorrows to yo hoping you have the soul to forgive
And help me to live a better life for myself
But what I recieve from you is your release of stress
You be little me to make you think good of your self.
And I......
I am left here with burning tears that have thier own routes on my face
You make it easy to hate me
Because I am constanty reminded of a person that I dont want to be
You walk freely
You have no feelings
You have no remorse for the pain you give to me
I blame it on the things I did
But that cant be
Because when I say Im sorry
You forgive forgivenly
When I am in your presence
I feel stupid and ignorant
I see that I am nothing but the names that you have branded in my brain
And to you thats ok
It will never go away even if you say its over
I bask in complete agony while your laughing
You never loved me
If you did you wouldnt make me feel so ugly...ugly
All I can do now is just think
Maybe its my fault
Maybe its me.