Letting It All Out. Poem by nicky joyce

Sitting and feeling I`m lost in space
A wonderful time was had and grace
The feeling of completeness took us all
Now loneliness and lost-ness kicks in to fall
Tears tumbling as I sit alone
No one to have no one to call

Giving my all walls all down
Now feeling I`ve been kicked to the ground
Reality is hard and painful within
The secret of me to which is kept in

I`ve come along way and fought my battles
Faced a lot of fears and massive struggles
Proved myself time and time again
When is it that this pain will end

Scared and hurting glad my kids can`t see
They`ve been threw to much fighting little bee`s
I show them the world and what it`s like to be
To have the perfect life to have them smiling

I`m not quitting but won`t be a mug
Won`t be left feeling like I have been made once
I fight with all I have to give
I won`t stand lonely and left feeling dim

I`m not one for hiding I`ve done that before
Don’t you dare put this on me
That’s hurtful and cruel
I`m standing my ground and fighting with will
Even though I`m deflated and feeling grim

My backbone I`ve found with help along the way
You`ve supported me so don’t go throwing that away
I know the score as you do to
I`ve done and proved myself
Now it`s all over to you