Life Changing Decision Poem by Crazy Vampire

What is best for me I do not know?
I’m stuck in a fast paced world, why can’t it go slow
I have given my heart to someone a long time ago
Am I meant for him? Yes…no?
It kills me that from my world he is gone, and can be easily erased
I love him, but if I remain, my life will be a waste
I do not know if I should stay and be
Isn’t love and happiness life’s key?
If so then to stay forever I shall do
However my dreams and goals, shall never come true…