Life Slowly Fades Within The Pieces Poem by Daya Nandan

So, what is this Illusion i feel?
If it’s a trick of the mind, why is the pain so real?
It slowly consumes me, this hurt inside,
The fact that you left, no longer by my side,

There are no wounds to be seen and yet it hurts so much,
Maybe it’s love leaving my heart, missing your once loving touch,
Doctors found no damage on the ECG, no findings on the ultrasound,
But my heart is dying, it’s beats are now a fading sound,

I am slowly dying in this darkness that consumes my soul,
The evil within is corrupting me, loneliness is swallowing me whole,
My heart is now shattered, life slowly fades within the pieces,
Fading memories of a blissful past with your smile and warm kisses,

Insomnia, depression, sorrow, hatred, all the evils that make me weep,
You are a hurtful memory, a part of my past that steals my sleep,
My heart is becoming colder, It’s bleeding love there is no doubt,
A piercing throbbing pain with a thought of you, faded love that i think about,

I am a broken man, my hollow heart is drowning in hate,
It's gasping for life, is death through a heartbreak truly my fate?
Tell me God! Why won't you take this hurtful pain away?
Has loneliness, depression and sorrow become the only emotions left to stay?