Lilting, With The Lemon Stars In Love Poem by Mary Angela Douglas

Mary Angela Douglas

Mary Angela Douglas

Little Rock, Arkansas United States of America

Lilting, With The Lemon Stars In Love



[for the murdered poet Osip Mandelstam
in the imagined voice of his widow, Nadezhda]

lilting, with the lemon stars in love
how is it your gaze fell out of the earth
even when you were here

so that almost no one recognized you
in the last the hounding years.
little you cared,

poet made of clouds
maker of all my feasts and merriment

that where you tread
the down at heel districts,
the earth glistened.

did no one listen?
who pocketed the gold of your lines, your name?
scarce tokens in exchange, you with your secrets

and little else,
only God really could have,
maker of the lemony stars

of every place oh still
you are and are not.
I braid my forget-me-nots

deep blue into the nights
imagining you in the weirs of a world
invisible to me

on an afternoon like those we shared,
my presentiments

my turning wind too suddenly cold
I met you: early or late
and I will wait what decades are required

to see you yet, eternally
and hesitate here near the
wheeling leaves thinking

you might have left somehow
the bright gate open:
so I could pass

the grief is still so fresh.

this trace, transcribed
I feel but cannot say
of the poems you wrote

anyway

despite rank scorn;
clouding the mirror with your breath
even while it broke like a heart

and I drift like a torn out page
from a notebook
you've bestowed

in all your fars and nears inscribed
no longer your dear, my dear
where the weather will not clear:

but receiving this:

marvelous, snipped, oh sweet tailor
from your cloak of invisibility-
this, this largesse of beauty

in our wilderness
from some o too brief
fairytale foretold...

where I'll grow old
where the mosses drip
all on my own

not turning to stone;
lamenting your eclipse.

mary angela douglas 23 september 2015; 2 march 2016

Wednesday, March 2, 2016
Topic(s) of this poem: elegy,poet,widow
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