Little Girl Lost Poem by Carolyn Vuletic

years of denial finally payed off
i realised what you had done was wrong
i always thought it had been my fault
but how could it have been?
i was a little girl, you older - you had already seen too much
i didnt remember till I was old enough to almost love me
i always knew i wasn't completley pure, even when I was still intact
it was the root of alot of my evil
i never performed right, but lied, but always wanted more
it's my addiction
it's what makes me and what has destroyed me at the same time
i confuse it with love
and connect the two automatically
i never tell and probaly never will
my body may suffer, but my soul is still my own
but i, m still lost