Live In Grace Or Die In Honor Poem by Umasree Raghunath

I'd rather die than live in the shadow of disgrace
As I live in the thought of man with Grace
Survival is nothing without an honor
And let all of me be the best of donor
No doubt I would be hung out to dry
No tears or days left to shed or cry
There has been death and treachery
Death of my love losing my integrity
There has been an anticipation shoving
And thoughts across the mind pushing
Amidst the eager throngs around me
Swimming towards the love upstream
Can I live in an other woman's shadow?
All my life could I give back it in row?
Living life through the illusions
Fantasy of an unknown accusation
The transept of life's confessions
As love slammed with a decisive crash
I am sealed in the house of the God
With the petulance of my heart's Lord
The only way avoid this insult and shame
Is to honor my death and its fame
If not you my love, let it be thee life
For life without you is without my honor