Locked Away Pain! Poem by Emma Jane Rae

Why do you enjoy hurting me?
why do you choose not to see?
that every tear grop is full of pain!
because you find it so easy to hurt me,
again and again!
i try so hard not to cry,
but escaping tears just leave my eyes,
from the pain of your non-exsisting good bye,
i will never understand the reasons why,
i've lost the want to even try,
to understand the point of your lies,
it's like i cant get out of this big black whole,
your the one who tortured my soul,
as hours turn into days,
and days turn into years,
i feel as if i crumbling,
struggling everyday,
without you here! !