'Locked Up Emotions' Poem by shannon willner

Why did you have to be so cruel?
Why did you have to be a fool?
Dad you ruiend my soul but I survived.
Standing strong in this life
You said you loved me for all time
But now I know thats a lie

Sometimes I just want to cry
I sit down and ask myself why?
You did these things I never liked
Sometimes im glad you have died
I'm free for once to live my life
But then at times i wonder why?

DAD you took your life
Why couldnt you just be a man
Admit you were wrong you really
Was not strong and now you stand alone
In the blaze, in the fire
Dad you try to cry but your tears subside
The devil says you have no right
You wasted your life you wasted your chance
Now I move on with memories of dread
I look at the ground and shake my head
Sometimes I blame me for you being dead
Now I realize you made your bed you must lie

Why did you have to be so cruel?
Why did you have to be a fool?
Dad you ruiend my soul but I survived
Standing strong in this life
You said you loved me for all time
But now I now thats a lie......

By SHANNON WILLNER..