Why did you have to be so cruel?
Why did you have to be a fool?
Dad you ruiend my soul but I survived.
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he will never say im there
never be able to say i care
as i grow and change through the years
i will never know what it is like
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when you have alochol running you
it seems like a rock holding you down
squeezing your soul then ripping it out
you loose your way and feel loads of pain
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In this hole I sit and wait
can they not feel my pain?
will they not here my cry's?
is this the end of my life?
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sitting alone in this empty house.
thinking about things that have come to pass.
lying alone in this empty bed.
so many things about you running through my head.
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black night this cold black wintery night
walking these streets of terror and greed
looking around to find a place for me
the sweater i wear is worn at the seams
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