Locked Up So Low

all of this pain
all of the emotions
I don; t show
there locked down o so low
in the bottom of my heart
locked up so tight
for so long
I think I lost the key
the key to happiness
for I have no real emotions left
except for pain
the rest are all gone
forgotten
so please forgive me
if I seem depressed
I’m never happy
I don; t remember ever being happy
those feelings are so lost
forgotten
my mind is a mess
I sit here
hoping
hoping someone will come along
and save me from the pain
this state for total depression
so I no longer feel numb with pain
all of this pain
all of the emotions
locked up
so low
for I don't show true emotions
they are forgotten
locked down so low
and I have lost that key
the key to happiness
lost forever
and forgotten