Lone Poem by Minx Videsben

I feel so alone
I'm always sitting alone
Even if there are people next to me
There's just something there
Whether it's a lack of conversation
Or just awkward chit-chat

I sit with people at lunch
I sit next to friends in class
But there's always something there
Maybe it's just me
Maybe subconsciously I'm just edging away from them

I can't hold a conversation well
I can't stay apart of the group long enough
It's hard to stay in someones life
It's hard to have a life

I feel so alone
Like nobody notices I'm there
Like if I wasn't there in the beginning
They would care if I weren't there in the end

I feel so alone
It's almost numbing at some point
So much so that
I feel
Nothing