Minx Videsben

Back to the empty blonde and brunette heads of the popular girls and boys

Back to the continuous chatter of students and the prolonged instructions of teachers
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I am invisible

Uncared for
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Yesterday I woke up and wished that I was dead
But today when I woke up I heard voices in my head
The nights are getting longer, the days are getting shorter
I wish I wasn't alive, yeah, I wish I ain't your daughter
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A goddess

With long silk hair
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I've become a memory
I've gone unnoticed
As if I'm invisible
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They always say, "It's only one bad day"
But what if it's been more than one day?
What if it's been two bad days?
Or four bad days?
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Surrounded by a couple thousand people, and I still feel utterly alone
As if I could scream my heart out to them all, and they wouldn't even notice I was there
It's such a helpless feeling, as if I were an infant
But the even worse feeling was
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It really is time now

I feel it rising in my throat
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Why would someone do such a thing
Why would someone feel that way

Why
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It hurt
To know that he was hurting
But I do not think he would even have a second thought if he knew that I was hurting
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Give it a second
Only just a little longer

Your hands shake
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It seems to haunt me,
the voices

They only ever say cruel things,
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It was a total inconvenience
my existence

I wasn't meant to be born,
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I feel so alone
I'm always sitting alone
Even if there are people next to me
There's just something there
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Monday I asked you what your favorite memory was
Tuesday you told me it was when I broke your heart
Wednesday I asked you why you loved me
Thursday you told me it's because you feared me
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Sadness consumes me
Darkness fills my head
Roses sprout from my feet
Thorns scratch my skin as the vines rise up an wrap around me
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Rotten strawberries,
among dying white flowers

Our garden was perfect,
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After many days

And many nights
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Something calming

Safe
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There are goblins on my roof
and ghouls in my closest

Ghosts outside my window
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