Lost Poem by Jordan Josephson

I am lost 
I sit on my bed and cry
Tears are not my first choice
But see I am lost

I am broken and abandoned
How did it happen and why

It doesn't matter nothing does any more
What's the point 

I am trapped and I can't escape
Because I don't know the way
I was being led and firmly guided
In love and understanding 
Then it went away. I am now 
Trapped and unsure of where 
I am or if I can be this with out that hand.

Why do I have to be me?