Love/Betrayal Poem by Hadyn Rodriguez

when i look at me i don't see that pretty girl of yours anymore, where did all our love go. All i get is beat and bruised up even when you put a knife to my throat i kept silence. You've abused my past to inflict more pain on me which i don't need. Your power and lust is your advantage that you use and you don't care when im on my knees pleading, begging you to stop. How much more blood do i need to shed to show your destroying me. The beatings and rapes i take because theirs nothing else to do i can't get through to you. Lies, Lies, lies pile up. Many many excuses i make up for you.People will see you as the an angel and me the love of your life. But all you are to me is a Monster.So i tell people i fell, i'm clumsy i say all this for you. I've known this life all my life i figured this will stay my past but i guess not. You tell me what i wanna hear and spoil me, You tell me to show everyone your a great guy and were the happy couple. but they don't see the monster i see behind the mask. you just don't understand you never have and you never will. i stay with you because i love you and because i believe you can change & be the man you used to be. But i lost faith & don't know what to believe anymore, you have the nerve to say that I've betrayed you when Ive been true to you from the beginning & always will be. You make me complete your my other half and you mend my broken heart. You and me together till the end Angel of mine. Your gonna have to kill me to leave you be but you won't because you love me. You are my love and i am your betrayal. Sorry but that's why you had to die, i love you so much angel of my heart and soul, forever and ever we'll be whether your alive or dead.