Love/Hate Poem by Adriana Ellis

Im so confused about how i feel right now
When i hear a sad song i think of you
but everytime i hear a song that actually has a strong meaning, i think of hating you.
One minute im loving you
but the next minute im ready to get rid of you

I just wanna love you without hating you at the same time
but my heart wont let me
its putting up a brick wall
and i cant get over it

Im so confused about how i feel about you
When we dont talk for a while im perfectly fine
but right when we talk again i feel like i cant live without you

I just wanna love you without hating you at the same time
But my heart wont let me
it pulls me back
everytime i try to go forward

I just cant continue have a love hate thing against you
its either one or the other.
i choose love
but what if my heart chooses hate?