Loved 'N' Lost Poem by Hamd Ejaz

it seems that an age has passed
but, now it seems that my wait will not last
eventually, i would see her by my eyes
and then i would be rewarded for my tries

fountains of happiness are springing from my eyes
it seems He has finally answered my prayers
the dreadful wait has now come to an end
Happiness, in my life would atlast blend!

i thought of all the hopes that had fled
but the very thought of seeing you, fills me with happinesss instead
and now after all those dreadful moments i SEE!
that your graceful gait
was definitely worth my wait

seeing you dressed as a bride
causes my heart to jump and stride
this is the most beautiful moment i could have ever seen
the only moment in my life that is filled with gleam

now, as i see you, beggining a new journey
with someone who holds you so closely
i see that my life was so short
i see that my story had so less words

i knew i would see you for the very last time
and the last time, i would commit this crime
now that i have bade you farewell
and saw to it that you climbed THE STAIRWAY TO new life
BUT,
sometimes, i feel
looking further from this veil
that i never existed in your eyes
and in my life you made me feel as my demise
that my love, pain, tears, meant nothing to you
though your memories were what carried me along through my life
though stealing a glance of you was my object of desire
and now, that you are gone
i still breathe; i still walk, sit, cry, sleep
but i had died that beautiful night; a beautiful night adorned with grief