Loving You Is A Losing Game Poem by Angel 'zy' Dela Cruz

I sit here thinking about you
The way your hand found mine
the tenderness of your touch
Your whispers that tickle my ears
are the things that I longed
all these years

Stunned at the moment when
you fall out of love.
Down on my bended knee,
I begged for you to stay.
But you did leave without hesitations
leaving me there full of questions.

At night, I'm still wondering
of why you're still not calling
but the reality struck me
reminding me that you no longer
belong to me. I won't give up
even though it hurts so much.

I lost myself when I lost you
but I've nothing to do because you're now with
someone new.
I thought that we'd last forever
and that we'll gonna do extraordinary
things together.
I want you forever, even though
we're no longer together.
I may be out of my mind, but whatever.

Living life without you feels sucks at first.
Knowing that there's no one I can turn to
seems like a curse.
It hurts to remember how close
we were back then.
I wish we could someday do it all again.