Mark, Some One Broke My Heart! ! ! ! Poem by Eman Awad

I knew it's been a while,
since the last time we talked.
But i was starting to smile,
and over the skies i've walked.
I was in love and it's all,
was put to an end, and here i am.
I've had the world's greatest fall,
and when i woke up i knewn't where i stand.
Dreams are for those who can achieve,
and i thought i'm making my dream come true.
Wasn't you the one who told me to believe,
wasn't it you who showed me love, wasn't it you?
I'm not blaming you but it hurts so much,
when it's been six years and i can't find love.
I had a friendly face and a shy touch,
and i've lost it all, and i think it's enough.
I won't go out there facing this world again,
the pain in my heart is killing me and yet to overrate.
God, i was so happy for once and i'm going insane,
still yet, i get to realise the whole truth too late.
I thought that my lonliness would be realised,
and my cacoon would be appreciated in an open world.
Why am i never left alone, and then i look in his eyes,
i see rejection and for no reason i'm not his girl.
Why didn't he give reasons, Mark? ?
don't i deserve to know why i'm broken like this?
I feel like i can't bare my own heart,
when the one who broke my heart is the one i miss.
I stopped breathing for a minute but i,
gasped and found it all not worth my life.
Smiles, words of love, ignorance and goodbye,
heart breaks, tears and fears, my endless strife...