Meant To Be Poem by Hannah Davies

Meant To Be



So this is how it's going to be
In this crazy world there's me/
Sometimes I feel like I'm stuck in a trap
Maybe I deserve a slap?

One minute I'm up the next I'm down
I don't know whether to smile or frown.
Things will never be the same
I can't help but feel that I'm to blame.

There are some things I find too difficult to talk about
In my mind there will always be doubt.
How I wish it wasn't so hard
That I always have to be on my guard.

I wish I could erase my brain
To put a stop to this emotional pain.
There are things that I need to get off my chest
So I can try and put this all to rest.

I know I've got people there
But there are some things too painful to share.
All I ever wanted was a Mum
But I won't go back, I'm not that foolish or dumb.

Was it so much to ask for some love?
I even prayed to the Lord up above.
I guess he couldn't hear my pleas
As I got down on bended knees.

Maybe it was my fate that Mum and Paul met
And that I truly do deserve everything I get.
Either way it doesn't matter any more
There is no justice that's for sure.

I will never be the same again
I will always be wary around drunken men.
Never again can I trust a single word that passes from my mother lips
She won't be satisfied until my heart rips.

It's all their fault my Baby died
They enjoyed sitting there and watching me as I cried.
Sometimes I still think the one who died should have been me
But I guess this is how my life's meant to be.

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