Missing Void(Father) Poem by Anonymous Daughter

Graduated, Got into college, Found love all without you
When you kicked me out of your house I felt lost, alone
You cared not what you did to me as long as you satisfied yourself
You will come back by the grace of God but not the way I left you
This time with you on your knees, begging me for forgiveness
Karma is a true thing and for that I will not hate you,
Hate you for the things you have done to me,
Hate you for the things you said to me, my mother, my brothers
I am an incredible person
But wait; why can I not seem to grasp onto the idea that you do not love me
As fathers usually love their daughters
As humans usually love their fellow human beings
You hate me because I resemble her; my mother
Is that my fault though?
I did not beg to be created, I did not beg for you both to love each other
I did not beg for anything, God created me and he will surly see me for me
A fathers love is not needed in my body
A fathers love is not needed in my soul
I now crave attention from other men to fill the void you left there
The void you should have filled througout my life
I fall in love and in turn am taken advantage of by people less deserving
Less deserving of something that should mean everything to you
Why don't you love me?
Why don't you cherish the thing you created as much as it loves you
I hate you father but the hate is something I can not erase
I love you father and that love I can not seem to surpass
But I just want to know why you don't love me?