Must I Outlive You? Poem by Edwina Reizer

Must I outlive the one I love?
I pray that this can't be.
To wither slowly through old age
will leave my heart empty.

I do not wish to outlive you.
But this is beyond my control.
I have lived my life to please you
and without you I'm not whole.

Little bits and pieces of me
are ingrained in who we were.
They fit together like a puzzle
or the patches on a comforter.

And so these waking hours
when I contemplate
this stark reality that I now face
I pray ‘tis not my fate.