My Bad Escape Poem by Laura arwen

So many times
I dreamt my
pain and my
suffering
I'm a lonely
person and I
want to remain
so
I'm really alone
cause my presence
is irritating
It's difficult to
be alone but
I can't stay
with people
I live in
the suffering because
it helps me
to write and
find the way
for my better
world
I fear the
future because I
don't want to
think about it
I pray to
die quickly and
without pain
I want change
but also I
don't want to
change
I need to
be accepted and
respected for my
solitary nature
I don't create
my destiny because
the life changes
everyday