My Bloody Valentine Poem by BlacknessRose ...

It was a snowy night
And I was blind sighted
I couldn't see your unhappiness
Or was it something else?
I was 8 or 9 then
So I didn't know any better
I think of our promise throughout the years
It all seems so pointless now
I refuse to eat that food
The food you promised me
But never gave me
You left before you could
I have your bears
The ones you used to talk to
Brown sugar and Cinnamon
I keep them close
To feel your presence
But it's not there
Was it us?
Was it your life?
I never suspected a thing
You never said goodbye
Or
Was that last goodnight your goodbye?
My bloody Valentine

What about California?
You were going to take us there
We would've been happy right?
Today a friend...asked if I liked that food
I shook my head no
I made a promise not to eat it
I'll stick to the promise
I won't let you down
I'm not called Chelsanator
By anyone else
That's your nickname for me
No one elses
I'll never celebrate Valentines
Never again, It's pointless
Stupid, pathetic
A lovers holiday, ha
That makes me laugh
I cry on Valentines
Not because I'm alone
Because I've lost you
And Miles
Miles your son
Lance....You are
My Bloody Valentine

In Memory Of Lance Nestell, and Miles Nestell
Lance died when he shot himself on Valentines
Miles died a year later from a blood clot
I Miss you Both R.I.P.