My Great Explosion Poem by Laura arwen

Sometimes I feel
the urgency to
explode
I'm too tired
to work
I don't fight
and control my
excesses
Sometimes being alone
forever is annoying
Sometimes it seems
that my life
is a big
mistake
I'm losing time
on planning my
time
I find comfort
in my loneliness
For me it's
a big disgrace
if I lose
my hobbies
Sometimes I think
I'm ready to
build my emergency
food storage
I think I
need to be
focused on healthy
food
I'm always thinking
to live alone
and do my
meals
I'm really fixed
with food shopping
I feel unhappy
with my obsessions
I feel comfortable
with my obsessions
because they aren't
dangerous
I want have
more ideas for
everything
The world is
so uncertain and
selfish