My Heart Is In Midnight Poem by Mitta Xinindlu

My eyes are closed; I'm saddened.
My mind is darkened.
I am lying on my back; my mind is lost.
Having emotionless thoughts.

I'm thinking, recalling of what has happened
To my day, my yesterday and all that I had gathered.
I see shadows, figures but no faces.
I wonder in anger, my heart races.

My brain fails to function and follow my heart's instructions.
My soul is repulsing, fighting.
This has been a lie, I decide
My life has not been destroyed, there's no suicide.