My Hurt Poem by Rhiley Anne Vincent

Try'na rub out all my scars
Try'na heal all my pain
But I don't know what there's to it
Dono what's to gain

Everything's got it's happiness
But it all will end
Everything leaves it's mark
Will it ever mend?

Every scar has it's colour
Black; yellow; purple and pink
Everyone shows it's hurt
How much further can I sink?

Purposely I seem to fall
Purposely I hit the wall
But compared to the hurt inside
This hurt is small

These deep throbbing feelings
All locked up in my chest
Kicking, hitting fighting inside
Will they ever rest?

The warriors are the dark feelings
That fight inside my heart
As soon as I hear the battle cry
I know the pain will start

The pain inside is indescribable
It's like a hungry parasite
Trying to make me angry
So that my own body. I will fight

Lots of times the parasite won
But some victories I call my own
Yet his number of winnings
Seem to have grown

The blood thirsty monster
Craves day and night
To stop myself from giving in
It takes a lot of might

The only days the monster is away
Is the days that you have touched me
A little hug will be enough
To simply let me free

So now don't leave me in the darkness
Don't throw me in a hole
I want you right here by my side
I want to fill my role