My Life Poem by Gert Strydom

I did give my whole life to you,
did build my whole existence around you,
that now I am wondering
what the future do hold without you
and now with the divorce I have got fear,
fear that you do read the wrong things between the lines,
fear of how easy my destruction will be for you
as that which had been before is now destroyed,
somewhere we did loose it and I did loose my own humanity
as if it's gone without any track
and you do know me like I am,
do know my greatest secrets and their meaning
but about what is in me, the knowledge is missing
and certainly but slowly life does drag me on.