My Renaissance Poem by Laura arwen

My total renaissance
will be after
death
It will be
great
It is something
I can easily
maneuver
It's a difficult
work plan it
in every details
Sometimes I don't
want reborn into
a new life
There is no
way of fortifying
the rebirth
I must study
it perfectly
It will be
a violent revenge
Sometimes it's difficult
to keep it
secret
I can't teach
how to born
again because every
renaissance is different
and more beautiful
The renaissance is
a decisive step
To a whole
new place of
life
Sometimes I think
it is an
intimidation
I am scared
about it and
its effects
For me it
belongs to the
future
For someone it
is a blessing
but for someone
else it is
a punishment
In some moments
I dream it
clearly and in
some other moments
I see it
weakly