My Smile Does Not Reach My Eyes Poem by The Little Wise Doll

My smile does not reach my eyes
If you think it does look to the skies
Now look down again and I am no more
Because you could not see past that door
I took my life once and again
A repeating cycle that may never end
Now if you want to change my fate
Look past that door and open the gate
The gate of worlds which is not known
To those outside my flesh and bone
And if inside me you wish to seek
My truest feelings which are not bleak
Though finding it is quite a struggle
I know you can find them without much trouble
Because you are the one who I want the most
To know my feel first and foremost