My Suicide Letter Poem by Jake Javes

Man I never felt so depressed
Everything I've done is worthless
It seems that every second gives pain
Sometimes I just remember to breath
Like a living corpse with nothing to reach
It seems that there's nothing I can gain
So 'i should die'.
Is it cause that I've been cursed
Or is it that i'm not well blessed
Everything I do ends up being wrong
Now I don't know what else to do
It seems I need a miracle to get through
Cause every hope I had is gone
So 'i should die'.
Every help for I turn around
It's like being hit by a 9mm round
Now I want to just run out off sight
Tried yet I can't ignore the pain I'm in
So desperate I wished for a heart of tin
Nomatter what I try I can't help but sigh
So'i should die'.
Now I'am on the edge of breaking down
It seems I never reaped what I sown
Now I am so sick of this life
Now its just so hard to breath
the grave's the only place for me to reach
As there's none so caring to raise me high
So'i should die'.
Theres none for me to say good bye
Or for me to cry after I die
Now I know how meaningless I'm
The only way to giveup my pain and all
Is to give up myself and let me fall
This is the end of my life so lame
Theres nothing me or you can do
So'i should die'
So 'good bye'.