My Thoughts Poem by Joscelyn Alderdice

My love for you is rare...
Yet sometimes I think you don't care...

'Maybe its my fault...
Maybe I made you think this...'

These things I think to myself every night...
While your dream are taking flight...

'What can I do? ...
Is there anything anything I can do? ...'

I think of this after I have done something wrong...
Although my thoughts take so long...

'What if this cant be fixed? ...
What if we break up? ...'

This is something I know would be my fault...
And sometimes I wish I could just bolt...

'He said we would be together forever...
So things should work out...'

This is my hope for us...
I hope I don't make such a fuss...

'I know I love him...
More then he even knows...'

This is the truth, yet I do alot of bad...
I always end up making you mad...

'I need to change...
I want to change to save us...'

This is something I strive to do...
And I'm doing it for you...

'I'll love you forever...
Please love me forever...'

I know that I love you...
But after all that I have done,
could you still love me too? ...

* I love you Tyron...And no matter what happens,
I'll never forget you and the times we shared...
You will always be in my heart forever...

December 28,2008