Myself Again Poem by Laura arwen

For me the
presence of people
is irritating
I must be
in peace with
myself if I
want to live
a quiet life
I'm so tired
to think and
to be constantly
afraid
I should learn
to be more
organized
I get anxiety
when I don't
follow my routine
I hope to
be again myself
one day
In some periods
I don't know
who I am
and who I
want to be
For me it's
easy to think
at worse things
For me it's
disheartening to be
ignored or to
have no relevance
If I had
more money I
would change home
and maybe even
city
It relaxes me
a lot to
write because I
get rid of
thoughts and irritations
I'm in a
terrible abyss but
in it I
feel a strange
comfort
I think to
pretend too much
from myself and
too critical
My time is
ending