Never A Walk In The Park Poem by Shilesha Johnson

Being with you was never a walk in the park
I spent less time in the light
than I did in the dark
you kept me feeling uneasy and hurting
and I feel like it was your goal to make me feel insufficent and worthless
knowing that out of all people I was the one less deservin
Being with you was a struggle alone
literally becasue I was always on my own
I kept battling and fighting just to make us last
I tried so hard to
But never could move pass your past
you destroyed my heart for a long long time
But I refuse to give you credit
By sheding tears over your lies
I wont give you the satisfaction
cause you never gave me the courtesy
to tell me the truth and stay faithful to me